Boring Thursday afternoon

So here I sit once more at work bored to tears, when I hear this cover of "time after time" originally done by Cyndi Lauper, being covered by the unbelievable sexy hot voice of Rob Thomas (Matchbox 20). God damn does that man have a voice that gives me the major chills. Wow.

Okay, now that I've calmed myself down it's been a strange week. I found out the other day that my ex's best friend killed himself over the weekend. I still can't believe it. He never seemed like the type, but apparently he had some inner demons that he kept so well hidden that no one had a clue. My heart just aches for this guys family. One of my best friends used to "date" (sleep with) the deceased, she seems to be okay, as it had been several years since then for her too. I just found this whole situation disturbing on so many levels. I don't get suicide. It's so selfish and senseless. This guy had a five year old son, two young "step" kids and a fiance who kicked him out. (which we think is why he did it) How are they going to explain that to those kids. He was only 26. It just pisses me off but saddens me at the same time. Does that make sense at all?

So anyway that's enough rambling for one day I do believe.